Life has been better. I am working two jobs, which should be enough to pay my bills for now. Maybe, if I am really frugal and don't eat too much or drink any alcohol, I can even save up enough money to take a class again next semester.
Of course, it probably doesn't matter that much, since I've neglected to turn in any assignments for the past month. No matter what I do, my life seems to persistently implode. Some days I'm content and almost happy, sitting still in my life at the place where I find myself. Most of the time (like today) I find myself alone and utterly useless, and thus unsatisfied and unhappy. There needs to be more to my life than THIS. Help me, God. My girlfriend loves me more than anyone on this planet has ever loved me, but I think even she is losing all confidence in my potential to become a useful human being. The jobs I have are trivial. Inconsequential. It seems I need to make a difference in the world.
How?
Sunday, October 28, 2007
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